haiz...
haha i back posting again ...

am i really happy??
did i change??
does every1 near me all change??
dunnoe....
after exam tot can relax but alot more thing happen ....
dat something i dun wish to thing of it anymore....
i cry too much..i such a cry baby
y should i cry for all this ???
i cant take it ,i juz cant controll myself...
everything juz happen like so sudden.
i more stress when exam finish ... haiz

1# having a fight with a best frenz
it nth i wish to c... n it a best frenz of me ...i cry...
i cant forgive myself of me self-fishness... i oso cant forgive him....

2#band so stress le... gt the genting thinging n clarinet thinging ...
i so scared... i maybe only 1 plying bass clarinet..nt i dun wan but.... i so lonely n i dunnoe...i cry
i dun wish to be in the clarinet thinging althout i look happy(i almost everyday look happy)
i so stress... i wish mr.sim change his mind n say choose only 5 ppl instead of all senior...
so i wont get into the clarinet thinging le so stress....
next is the genting thing ... the postcard is okay but the 1st movement de starting n ending i cant catch up or count when to come in.. trying my best..den 2nd movement alway cant ply out wat mr.sim wan .. again i when home n cry... on dat day 2nd clar only me n huimin...
mr.sim keep on say more 2nd clar ... i trying mybest ... but i nt the best ...n i alway nt the best even i work so hard...again i cry
into the light for 2nd clar is quite easy but the demisemiquarter i dunnoe hw to ply...
den61 to 81 keep on tr so tired of counting ...den 93 to 108 keep on f to g quarter count until head pain ... haiz.. den the rest is ok..
i juz cant do well in my clarinet skill... i juzcant reach wat mr.sim wan
n band i so lonely ... every1 gt ppl to talk to but me is alone de...
1st clar all so happy so much frenz...
3rd clarinet all best frenz so gd...
2nd clar daisy talk with the bass clar de den huimin n jane den i have a fight with him...
so left me the only 1 out haha trying to keep myself happy.. i juz cry ...

3#exam over the next thing is the next year classes...
i wish to go e2 but mostly will go e3 de la...
i done so bad in my exam... when i think of my exam,,, i cry...
icant take it..
my hard work dun really pay off...i juz dun work hard enough....
tomorrow meet with frenz go school c wat class we were in n i may emo..
u noe i first go e3 c 100% my name is inside there de ..haiz...

4#i juz a lonely n extra guy...
i m left out ..
i m transparent....
i m juz a clarinetist which dun shine...
i juz cant keep my frenz...
i m a self-fish guy...
i juz cant ply well in my skill n score.....
every1 around me is shining but i juz as dark as be4...
no matter hw hard i work i juz nt fit to be a clarinetist...
every1 in band was like famous n can ply well...
but me ,nt one know me...i dun fit to be in band...

ya dat all n i nth more to write le
juz wish to be happy n every1 to be happy
n i m so boring at home...
k
bb
9:22 PM ; Y UAN


HAIZ SO SIAN

life so bored but a group of gd frenz,classmate,band memeber is there for me
so there is much more den myself

woot today band so fun , tomorrow is mr.sim BirthDay( Birth Day oso)
this few week bandwill be abit sian cause the genting thinging have to practice the 2 song
but i will still keep on going to band
because dat the only thing i can do in my holiday

woot today result is our but ur next year class will be on wed 30-11-2007 i think
i so sad i cant get into e2 haiz at least i still can go e3 ba
haha
my level position n class position very low T.T
class position:21/41
level position:93/167

haiz only can go e3 ba if i nt wrong i will juz accept it =)

no matter wat my frenz will all be at my side supporting me

I think i juz lose a frenz
haiz dat nth i can choose
anyway we next year nt same class he oso dun wan come band le
so hardly meet i wont de dat sad anymore after dat cry

so cheer myself up
10:11 PM ; Y UAN



4:36 PM ; Y UAN


yoyo hihi every1 me back in my blog again
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i wasted such long time to post???
no la because it is exam period so tired but i quite happy with the result i have woot
eoy my maths has drop T.T
maybe mr.tan too gd to our class(mid year,every1 say so)

miss chiong (mrs cheW?) teaches me a lesson to work hard but nt wait for clue

although pass but is a bad pass T.T so sad but aleast a pass wahaha
i wish my mid year pull up my mark =)

science i so happy i get so high for the eoy(for me is counted high)
history dunnoe total but pass the section B n C _happy=))
chinese my favourite i get 78\90 for the paper 2 n eoy paper all add up is 78/100 woot
but my 小小作家(10%) pull down my mark to 75-100 wA! so sad nvm still a A1 =)
ARh!!! i first time in secondary life pass my english comp n paper 2 (report writing still dunnoe)
my lit is very de low (hais) but still a pass for SA2
dat for my personal result update

next is BAND COME BACK LE wow so happy sia
finally after eoy can relax le woot perpare for the genting trip thinging
den mr.sim say there will ba brass,saxophone n clarinet quintet(nt sure eng nt gd)

for clarinet only 4 person can go but during sectional mr.sim tell us the whole clarinet senior going woot.... but he tot 8 ppl only den remember amirah den is 9 ppl den reemember is 10 ppl le den 2 bass,2 1st, 2 2nd,2 3rd.den left 2 dunnoe hw maybe alto ba =)
huai qing wan bass with me ARH so happy
caroline , shimei , amirah maybe all 1 st or only 2
huimin n jane 2nd
valerie , chiuhwa , tinghui maybe all 3 rd or nt

we either ply the PACHELBEL'S CANNON(same as cannon in D) because got alto , bass , 1st , 2nd n 3rd

if we ply the tears in heaven maybe only 4 - 5 person cause only have 1st,2nd,3rd,4th n Eb
so hahas dunnoe yet i wish to ply the PACHELBEL'S CANNON so huai qing n i will be plying the bass clarinet haha

dat all n enjoy holiday is few week away only jiayoujiayou
7:22 PM ; Y UAN


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